One day, Song Jialun was sitting at home with an empty wine bottle in her hand and suddenly said to himself, "if I didn't like drinking so much, would I not be so miserable now?" You see, because he doesn't stop drinking, he not only has a crooked mouth and shaking hands, but also walks like a pendulum, and he usually has to be careful to drink water for fear of splashing.
But the strange thing is that even if he has become such a distressing appearance, his wife, an outsider, has never left him. Do you think it's strange? Someone else's wife may have run away a long time ago, but his wife is always standing beside him like a patron saint.
Song Jialun is usually gorgeous, but when she comes home, it is a different scene. The one in the family is no ordinary person. She is the strong backing of Song Jialun. Although Song Jialun almost broke down because of her love of drinking, his wife, an ordinary woman with little fame, was always by his side.
This wife, ah, is really a good woman. Her support for Song Jialun is like a fire in winter, warming his heart. Despite Song Jialun's scenery outside, when he comes home, he is a big child who needs to be taken care of. Sometimes, he laments that without his wife's tolerance and understanding, he might have collapsed.
To tell you the truth, not everyone can do this kind of spirit of never giving up. Other people may have fallen out a long time ago, but Song Jialun's family has become more and more warm because of this woman's insistence. Do you think it's strange? In this face-looking world, how precious it is to have someone who doesn't care about the outside and only looks at the heart.
Moreover, Song Jialun's wife is also very sensible. She knows that Song Jialun's work is stressful and that he needs more support and encouragement rather than blame in his life. Even Song Jialun himself said that it was his wife's understanding and support that enabled him to persevere in the most difficult times.
But you know, this kind of life also has a price. Song Jialun and his wife lived a somewhat regrettable life because of alcoholism. Although his wife is willing to accompany him through the most difficult times, the damage caused by alcoholism is long-term for the family. The love between them, although strong, is also complicated by the shadow of alcoholism.
However, in the final analysis, the most moving thing in this marriage is the commitment to never give up. As Song Jialun said, sometimes he feels worthless, but when he gets home and sees his wife's warm smile, he thinks it's all worth it.
On one occasion, Song Jialun almost ruined his future because of his bad habit of drinking. But just then, "Red Sorghum" directed by Zheng Xiaolong knocked on the door. Did you know that this play is not only a turnaround, but also a reversal of Song Jialun's fate!
Director Zheng, ah, was really discerning. He was looking for a "Luohan" character who could not only act, but also have that kind of dimple. This is not, Song Jialun so unwittingly, was pushed in front of this role. Coincidentally, Song Jialun himself had a tendency to be addicted to alcohol, which all of a sudden fit perfectly with the character.
That audition was simply a solo show by Song Jialun. As soon as he appeared on the stage, the decadent smell of a drunkard, coupled with his passionate pursuit of life, was like the reincarnation of Rohan himself. Director Zheng saw it and decided on the spot that this role must belong to Song Jialun.
From then on, Song Jialun's acting career was like riding a rocket, all the way up. His performance in Red Sorghum won applause from countless audiences, and some even said that he was the acting benchmark of that era. Not only did his peers give him high praise, but even the critical TV critics had to admit that Song Jialun's acting skills were indeed first-class.
After that, Song Jialun's career became more and more smooth, from "Legend of the Silk Road" to "Legend of Mi Yue," every step was steady. His name gradually became loud in the entertainment industry and became a rare actor of that era.
Song Jialun's story in Red Sorghum, director Zheng Xiaolong was heartbroken for the play at that time. What he wants is not only a play, but a classic that can stay in the hearts of the audience. Song Jialun just became the brightest star in this play.
At first, Director Zheng was a little worried about Song Jialun. After all, he had a bad reputation because of alcoholism at that time. But you see, it was such a "flawed" actor who turned out to be a surprise for the show.
Luo Han, played by Song Jialun, is a winemaker with a complex inner world. This role requires actors not only to have a rough appearance, but also to show inner delicacy.
In this way, Song Jialun perfectly interpreted this role. He in front of the camera, that kind of deep eyes, rough but full of emotional action, let people completely forget that he is Song Jialun, only think that he is Luohan himself.
In particular, his opposite play with Zhou Xun and Qin Hailu is even more wonderful. If you think about it, Zhou Xun and Qin Hailu were both big names at that time, and their acting skills needless to say.
But Song Jialun and their counterpart did not appear stiff at all, but had a wonderful chemical reaction. Each of their scenes is like telling a real story, which makes people completely immersed in it.
During the shooting process, Song Jialun also went all out. He is not only memorizing his lines, but also experiencing the life of Rohan. At the end of each shoot, he would sit quietly by the side, immersed in the character's mood. When Director Zheng saw it, he became more and more admired.
Finally, when Red Sorghum was broadcast, viewers and critics spoke highly of it. Song Jialun's Luo Han is regarded as the pinnacle of his acting career. This role not only makes him famous in the acting circle, but also gives him a deeper understanding of acting.
Song Jialun later said in an interview: "Red Sorghum is not only a play to me, but more like a trip." It made me find myself and made me understand my responsibility as an actor. "
Behind Song Jialun's glamorous career, there is an unknown secret-his drinking problem. This drinking problem is no small matter. It not only affects his health, but also brings trouble to his life from time to time.
Sometimes, he would drink too much and cause his hands to shake, his mouth to tilt, and even affect his performance. Once, he almost made a big mistake on the set because he drank too much. It wasn't just physical damage, it was a threat to his career.
Song Jialun's family and friends advised him to drink less, and sometimes his wife would quietly persuade him, but alcohol addiction really doesn't mean you can quit. In the dead of night, Song Jialun would pick up the bottle alone, as if looking for comfort in the alcohol.
Such a life is not what Song Jialun wants. He also thought about changing and getting rid of this bad habit. On one occasion, he said in an interview, "I know I can't go on like this. I am not only for myself, but also for the people I love. I have to change. "
Moreover, the drinking problem affected his relationship with his wife. Although his wife has always supported him, such a life is also a great pressure on her. Song Jialun knows very well that if he does not change, he may lose the most precious thing.
Finally, after a warning that his health was not as good as before, Song Jialun finally made up her mind to quit drinking. The process was not easy, but he stuck to it. He began to pay more attention to his health and began to cherish the people around him. His changes have not only improved his health, but also made his family relationship more harmonious.
Song Jialun's story tells us that everyone may have a weakness, but the key is whether we are willing to face and overcome it. As long as there is determination and action, one day we can see the dawn of hope.